Alright

I know I need to post something.. so here I go.. forgive me if I babble-

Layoffs: GroupLink (GL) is cutting back. They laid off 6 people so far. Lately I've had this feeling it was going to happen me. I just didn't think it was going to be this soon. I knew I would be one of the people who'd be laid off because they know I am hoping to adopt soon and I want to be a stay at home mom. So yeah.. it's weird. I love being home and taking care of the house but GL was a habit of mine for 3 years. It takes some getting used to. It's a huge change.

Sick: I was only sick for like 2 hours that one night.. kinda odd

Adoption: Still waiting to be approved. They lost my sister's background check so Audrey had to fill out another paper but for some strange reason they needed her social security card this time.. and odds would have it, Audrey doesn't know where hers is. :( SOO they can't send in her background check until she gives them her SS card. I don't blame anyone for this mishap. It's just another road block.. I'm really not sure why I keep coming across so many. I know- things happen for a reason, I will get my baby when it's the right time.
So yesterday at church, during Sunday school, I broke down. I couldn't contain myself. Blake had to take me home from church. Crying is a great release, it makes me feel so much better. I'm not one who holds grudges or who is angry, so crying is how I get it out- the harder the better. I'm grateful for a forgiving, loving and thoughtful husband.