Thoughts

Warning- if Jenna reads this PLEASE don't be freaked out... like I've told you before, I'm very open and so I do share what's on my mind if it's positive- and I think this is:

For some reason I woke up at about 4 am. Nothing caused me to wake, I just did. And my immediate thoughts were towards Jenna. I want to be friends with her so badly. I just care for her so much. She is so cool and so cute and so fun. I can't even imagine how hard it is to make the decision she is needing to make- whether to parent or place her sweet little baby she's carrying. It's interesting because I'm trying to decipher my feelings and how I feel is this- although I've NEVER been pregnant or in Jenna's shoes at all, a part of me feels her pain- if that is what she is feeling. I can't put my finger on it. I constantly find myself praying for strength beyond our own and for God to take away our worries and fears. If she happens to read this I hope she doesn't think I'm a complete weirdo. But I do want her to know- if this isn't too creepy- I love her, I love her like a sister or a friend I've had for years- even though we just met and only contacted each other a few times. She's just there, in my heart, and I want the best for her.